April 2008
Keep it Secret.
Light it, Mate.
– XR2 - M.I.A.
HOOO
I have far too much energy. Like I’m running on a 2AM high, but it’s not 2AM. I took a long ass nap when I got home, but I’m still tired, and now I’m watching New Amsterdam. There’s a cat at my feet. I should be painting, but since the quarter doesn’t close ‘til the 11th I’m not concerning myself with it. I also have to put in some monies for this...
March 2008
And if you mess with me, then you will have to...
It’s the God’s honest truth. Though I often have fun dealing with those assholes on my own. Like throwing butter at them…and having it explode all over their back. Lmfao.
It's okay, Molly.
I was living in the past for a while earlier today. PS: I love the random times we spend together just to get the fuck out of the house. They’re some of the best…though we really should be painting right now.
The other women.
There are a lot of us around these days. Someone please assure me that the things that have finally gone right aren’t making me go crazy.
=(
I ruined my painting…
Discovering music you'd forgotten about is...
I did some more raiding of the desktop for some old music. I’m listening to Utada Hikaru because I’m a fag. But my painting looks freaking sweet. I just want to paint forever, and always this well. though my room reeks of oil paint. Anyway…my work place has become too insane for me to handle, and I don’t look forward to working with either manager now seeing as how one...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Why is it so fucking confusing?!
Reaction:
Jabari: -[shockingly] answers his phone- She told you?
Me: Yeah...Yeah...All I could do was laugh.
Jabari: I wanted to cry.
Me: I seriously laughed for five minutes, for lack of knowing how to respond...
MUST PAINT!!
But first I’m gonna go make a weird sandwich.
Give me a beat.
Rasberry…MOSQUITO!!!
– Matthew, trying to be poetic.
I would like to
wish a very happy birthday to my ebony wife. Lurve,
Karma's a bitch.
And for once, she’s on my side =)
Best birthday EVER
So far. Torrie is amazing with her macaroni and cheese and dinner candle and singing to me. Flight of the Conchords is also amazing, and even more fufilling when we dip out of school early to go watch it at mollys, where we smoke, laugh talk and I shower. (I’ve been naked in your house TWICE now, molly.) And all of my nagging paid off because I am now accepted into the Tyler school of...
I've missed
my weeknight diner or coffee runs. It’s a shame we can’t smoke in them anymore…it makes no difference now.
antepenult:prnts sck amn, brthr.
::
“I’m not gay…” At which point everyone at the table burst into a hysterical fit of laughter, from which we could hardly recover. Then them ugly bitches stared at us, but one of them really wasn’t that ugly. I named him Danny Efron. Jaid knows. Thank you, Molly and Matthew for showering for us. =) It means a lot.
Fuck.
My Life.
HOODLERS
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Yeah, hallie:
I was going to see if Jabari could come because I love him and you love him and everyone loves him. So yeah.
I'm changing my thesis:
Simon is gay, Golding has a bit of PTSD, Wells is into animals, and there’s a beast in everyone. Fantastic.
I had forgotten...
I find it really amusing how Matt and I are Seth and Evan from Superbad, in the respect that we’re standing next to eachother on my sidewalk, still on the phone with the other. And I can only imagine how it would have looked if someone had walked upstairs to see me torrie and matt, squished onto my bed, with us girls periodically kicking him to put his knee down. Then later on, watching...
Lowery is
Tired! and has to paint! and doesn’t feel like it!
They're plotting...
And I’m scared O_o
Ebony Wife:
I love you.
I'm in everyone's brain today.
And by that I mean two people. Stollinator: So, you don’t take anything with you in death? Me: I mean… Me and Matt: Not unless you’re Egyptian… Matt: STOP IT! Me: I can’t! Me and Jaid: I like that in a woman….AAHHHHH!!!!
CD's
Are being burned. Today was alright. Apparently I’m “fat/ugly doesn’t know” According to someone’s words on my define me. But that’s alright. Because It’s okay to laugh at work again when Cate and Jabari aren’t there. You’re right, Molly, studio has been different since our ‘group’ session. Giordano was surprisingly calming to...
This is how it works:
You’re young until you’re not.
You love...
– Regina Spektor - On the Radio
Turn on Me - The Shins [Excerpts]
You can fake it for a while. Bite your tounge and smile, like every mother does her ugly child. But it starts to leaking out, like spittle from a cloud Amassed resentment pelting ounce and pound. You entertaining any doubts? ‘Cause you had to know that I was fond of you. Fond of Y-o-u. Though I knew you masked your disdain I can see the change was just too hard for us. Hard for us. You...
Molly Anne Regan:
I love you. You too, Matthew Joseph Emery.
Sooo...
For those of you who have seen Donnie Darko, y’know that scene when Drew Barrymore goes up on the roof of the school, or out to the tennis court, whatever, and just screams, ‘fuck’ ? Yeah. I’m feeling that right about now.