February 2008
This is why,
I will be spending the rest of my life in a fanciful mansion with Victoria and Matthew: I’m not equipped to handle these situations, hence why I avoid the hell out of them or run. I have not had to deal to this magnitude since two situations in my freshman year. Now they just got thrown into one, and it’s essentially lose/lose. Plus, my family has no money, and I’m sick as...
y'know
FUCK FEBRUARY!
And she's off.
Fucking, running again. Goddamnit, and Howard knows?
It's sunny and warm...
and the Senioritis has hit. Hard.
Seriously?
Don’t fucking come to my workplace and make a fucking scene and tell me how I do my fucking job. Kthanks.
I like
Being an 8 year old all over again. =)
“A girlfriend of mine once said one day, you’ll find a use for all of your...”
– Dakota (Planet Terror)
So Damn Lucky
Everything’s different, with my head in the clouds. I hit this corner, with my foot on the gas; I started sliding. I lose it. Everything’s different, just like that. Oh my God, wait and see what will soon become of me. This frozen heart and screaming wheels. Does that screaming come from me? I’m so damn lucky, That you went on ahead. You said, you said: “I’ll...
I am
a homosexual man.
Finally.
Doin the art thang. I’m excited about it =) 2/16 miniatures layed out.
“I gotta call up Jamie. He’s got the best lemons.”
– Autumn
Yep.
My shoulder hurts. I need to start artwork. My next paycheck is going to be fucking sweet.
Winter = Sad
I so badly want the spring. I can’t stand this seasonal depression bullshit, and I HATE being hung up over a guy. However. I do love my sessions with Jabari, and how we’ve known eachother for entirely too long. Fuck us and our cashiers. I love it. PS: I really want to go fancy bowling.
'Tevs. Ignore.
Fuck you, mom. You bitch about how your family treated you like shit and you do the same fucking thing to me all the time whether or not you realize it. I’m so sick of you belittling me and then telling me I’m yelling at you. I don’t fucking like going to church, I fucking hate being in the house until four thirty because I can’t go out because I have to go support some...
“I’m a young soul in this very strange world hoping I could learn a bit...”
– New Soul - Yael Naim
Ugh.
I like how it always gets taken out on me. PS: Howard on a Friday night is NOT what I look forward to all week. NOT AT ALL Especially when he bitches me out. But luckily he likes me well enough that I’m able to explain myself, and I know I fucked up, and all that jazz and he’ll let me do that. Afterall, I don’t normally get complaints. I’m a fairly decent waitress after...
Stealifying.
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that’s playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don’t lie and try to pretend your cool… 7. When you’re finished tag some other people to do it Opening Credits: Tote It RMX - K-Swift...
“This is how it works:
You’re young until you’re not.
You love...”
– Regina Spektor: On the Radio
In summary.
I watched Pan’s Labyrinth with Torrie last night after we had a dinner of french toast. It was so fucking amazing, but oh so very depressing. And the Pale Man freaked me the ass out. After that we watched Blazing Saddles and made a snack to make ourselves feel better and discussed the plan of moving to Iceland with our wife. (Yes matthew, that would be you) We plan on putting garden gnomes...
Is it a bad thing,
That as I have gotten older, I find it harder and harder to give people the benefit of the doubt? I find people highly incapable of being sincere…and even when they’re trying…I still don’t believe them. Save for a few…
Crazed.
It’s warm, and all I want is some lovin’. I can’t wait for this spring, and for the warm to stay around longer so we can all go on Coldstone dates and get fat off of ice cream and be happy and know we’re going to college and stuff. I watched Juno with my mom and it made her cry.
Sad excuse for a college essay.
(This is actually 351 words long. That’s good, right?) I’m sure that many people have gone through a few points in time where they would like nothing more than to curl up in bed with a pint or so of their favorite Ben and Jerry’s (or Edy’s, Bryers, Baskin Robbins – your choice) and vegetate. Believe me; I have been through a few of those. I’ve had three family funerals in about a seven...
So.
I’d like to stop. But having read all the symptoms of nicotine withdrawl, I’m not looking forward to this. I smoke to AVOID these things. The symptoms are just a gaint fucking panic attack. And I can’t sleep. Goddamnit.
Wtf?
for Seer. And now to distract myself, a survey: PERIODS: P1: EPI P2: English P3: Study Hall P4: Photo P5: B-day Release Time P6: B-day Release Time P7: Studio. PEOPLE YOU MOSTLY LISTEN/TALK TO DURING: P1: Molly, Hallie, Lissy, Katie, Connie etc P2: Matthew and Jaid P3: Molly P4: Autumn, Gabi, Lissy, Maria P5: No one. P6: No one. P7: Torrie, Molly, Katie, Chelli, Autumn, Gabi, Levy etc. 1.Who is...
I love
Making him jealous. It’s adorable. I also love it when my friends come to see me at work =) it’s super sexy.
